Marriage, Love, Concious Engagement and Death
I am born into this world and married until death do us part. No doubt I have views on the parting in e of immortality but from the initiation into marriage I not it does not appear to be much of my choosing although there are those that would argue I chose to be born. Nevertheless from where I stand it seems as if this was an arranged marriage.

Due to the above conflicts I see the body concious separate from the intellectual logic of the spirit wherein I am everlasting.

So I am married and what took me some 21 years to realise is that it is my interest to love the world. That this was a insight rapidly rising once I had taken LSD, nonetheless the act of love was clearly that; a change in my acting to acknowledge my love. Details of the changing character are of some interest to me but of little to anyone else.

From this habit of love comes an engagement by which I mean a specific focus of the acts that is clear and devoted.

My loyalty is permanently challenged as the love of this mortal and killing field conflicts with my concept of immortality so I await my divorce: but hope that whilst I am still engaged in this earthy indulgence of destructive consumerism, that I foster a love for being without the need of being loved.