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This was and still is not an attempt to avoid people,as much as this can sometimes be essential. The concept was to avoid causing harm to others. This is no doubt due to the realisation, albeit mostly subconscious, that I am so weak that cannot survive alone and need all the help I can get.

Well all the help I can get and competition were two obvious stressy issues. I'm not a big strapping lad so competion was out and my long-sightedness did not lead me to co-operated very consciously or efficiently.

My foray into developing my conciousness, needing a woman, let me to a drug enhanced ability to question my lack of care. The lack of care surely being a turn off for any prospective mate.

This led directly to me being a vegetarian. Details to follow